I'm better by myself

I'm small,
Small enough to escape from endangered species
I'm failed,
Failed to surge the pain of attacks!!
I'm incompetent,
Incompetent to tolerate dramas!!!
I'm fallen,
Fallen to find ultimate levels of my own version!!!!
But then...
Still, I'm outstanding,
Outstanding enough to be blessed!
Still, I'm successful,
Successful in deciphering the lucifers of my life!!
Still, I'm capable,
Capable of attaining what I deserve!!!
Still, I raise,
Raise to the level of an indomitable spirit!!!!
Because ...
I'm the altruistic, blissful, clingy... Xanadu, yielding and Zaddik woman!